||[Sep. 2nd, 2006|01:59 pm]
Meg and Lin. Because we're awesome like that.
Last night was, with the risk of sounding like a girl, beautiful.|
Patick stopped by the store two days ago. First time I met him and he came around to let me know that Joe was going to prom alone. I wasn't even aware he had a prom. But I decided to show up and surprise him anyways.
He didn't ask me becuase he was afraid we would have to deal with homophobes and he didn't want to expose me to that. It was touching that he'd think of himself as my protector, for lack of a better word. We had one dance at least before leaving. Had a run in with those homophobes but we got out of there, thankfully, and just went back to my place.
And...we made love. It was beautiful and loving and I can't explain how it felt because words won't express it properly. But I couldn't ask for anything else and it was worth it,from waiting for five months to even being sore. Joe worried a hell of a lot, even after I told him I didn't mind. I still don't.
I'm just going to curl up on the couch and watch TV, probably not even focussing on it. I think my mind's still caught up on last night.
Birthday's approaching soon. Can't wait to see Josh and then hang out with Joe the next day. It's going to be better than any of my other birthdays, I know that much.